Kidnap my heart.

Wednesday, November 18, 20099:02 PM

I'M GOING CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

FUCK

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8:32 PM

one word of console will do.

one word will do.

Yes I've been feeling sad the whole day.
I dunno what's wrong with me.
i feel stressed and stressed

crying doesnt help.

saying more doesnt help

im the one who needs help

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Saturday, November 14, 200911:37 AM

Happy 9 months <3

I've been sick for the whole week, fever, sore throat, cough & diarrhea.
Left eye has been swollen for almost 2 weeks, it heals and swell, heals and swell. Argh!!
And now the worst thing is that I am almost voiceless!

Arghhhhhhhh. I cannot even project a tone properly.
When I talk, my brother say I sound like a bird-.-and he said that we can call the Bird Park management to come and catch me.
When I moan while drinking the bitter herbal tea, he said I sound like a dinosaur.

I told him that when I whisper, my voice sounds normal. He say it still doesn't sound alright and I am already used to it and cannot sing anymore. AH!! I shrieked and he said I sound like a horse. He said I should go to Singapore Zoo. Lol of course, he's just joking. He still made herbal tea for me! Thanksieeeeee kor~

When I'm out ordering food, I have to point to the picture of the food if not the uncle cannot understand me. When I'm taking cab I repeated my destination for like 2 times before uncle can hear me.

I finally understand how it feels like to not being able to express yourself properly! It's really terrrible ):

My darling has been very understanding towards me too. His mom made honey for me. I can only whisper now and my darling is very sweet. He'll come close to me and hear what I've to say and he isn't afraid that I'll spread my cough to him. Making any sound is just so so torturing to me. I love u darling!! So happy that you're back. Hehe.

Mom went to Macau for holiday, before she went she reminded me many times to eat my medicine. Papa will always call and ask if I've eaten my medicine. My friends are all very nice and told me to take care of myself.
I love my family and friends!! :D

Please let me recover fast....

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Tuesday, November 03, 200912:51 PM

Darling's coming back soon! =D SoOOOoooooOOOOo excited!!

Anyway my left eye is SWOLLEN. It fucking hurts. Even when I blink, it hurts :( Its totally disgusting. Let it recover fast!!

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